The Venting.........

I can't take it I tell you!! I am stressed out enough about Levi and what it all means with out the stress of people not listening hangin over it as well. See they all want to give advice and tell stories about their cousins cousins' daughter's boy who had the same symptoms... All of which aren't what Levi is doing!! They don't take the time to listen and learn about what is really going on but still somehow feel qualified to tell you what to do about it!! I can't take it anymore!!! The worst? When they tell me something they heard from someone else that I already told them myself!!! Of course its all news to them because they weren't listening. Oh wait... It's my fault really cause I forgot that I was invisible and that I know nothing about my children. I mean come on now... I only spend all day and all night with them seven days a week.... But what do I know? I guess the doctors forgot to tell me when I gave birth I'd also become invisible as well...... Agggghhhh.... I'm just tired of it all and its really buggin at me hard now cause I'm extra stressed. .... Phew.... I feel better!! Just had to vent a little there...... Thanks.....

Chad had an interview this morning so pray he gets it. Its a great posistion and would mean more stability and more time with me and the boys, therefore making it easier for him to train. He has a competition comming up in early May. I'm soooo excited for him!! He trains in Jiu Jitsu, just to feel you in there...... Pray he gets the job he's actually really wanting it and would really be good at it!

Dr. Casper is to call me tomorrow with a plan on what to do next with Levi.... So I will keep you all updated!!

Peace~~~~~~~~~~